esoteric secrets of a deranged teen

Extra Time?

2011-02-19T23:40:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wish I can have 48 hours to do what I'm supposed to do...
I really want to do well in both my studies and my career at the same time.
But I guess I just need some support from each of the area for now until things really settle down.
I have too many people that I can't disappoint.
I just need a little bit more time.
I can't afford to spoil the whole friendship I currently have cos I really treasure it.

p.s - It's good that you are gone because I really don't know what to do if you are still around.

My thoughts...

2011-02-07T17:56:00.002+08:00

I have neglected this space totally ever since facebook come into the picture.

So many things have happened during this period of time.
People come and go out of my life.

Emotions have always been a distraction to my life.

I need to set my goal and dream in life right!

I have almost everything I want but I just need a partner that can support me in all ways.

And now, I have to let go of two person in my life.

~~Loving someone is to let someone go?~~
Letting go is so hard.

Geez...
My only ranting space.

Bondevia!!!

2010-06-03T20:44:00.005+08:00

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Five Fingers of Prayer

2010-02-06T20:41:00.001+08:00

Five Fingers of Prayer………

1. Your thumb is nearest to you. So begin your prayers by praying for those closest to you. They are the easiest to remember. To pray for our loved ones is, as C. S. Lewis once said, a "sweet duty."

2. The next finger is the pointing finger. Pray for those who teach, instruct and heal. This includes teachers, doctors, and ministers. They need support and wisdom in pointing others in the right direction. Keep them in your prayers.

3. The next finger is the tallest finger. It reminds us of our leaders. Pray for the president, leaders in business and industry, and administrators. These people shape our nation and guide public opinion. They need God's guidance.

4. The fourth finger is our ring finger. Surprising to many is the fact that this is our weakest finger; as any piano teacher will testify. It should remind us to pray for those who are weak, in trouble or in pain. They need your prayers day and night. You should pray much more for them.

5. And lastly comes our little finger; the smallest finger of all. Which is where we should place ourselves in relation to God and others, As the Bible says, "The least shall be the greatest among you." Your pinkie should remind you to pray for yourself. By the time you have prayed for the other four groups, your own needs will be put into proper perspective and you will be able to pray for yourself more effectively. Let’s make a decision and we start praying as I mentioned, God will brighten their life through our prayers! God Bless!

Steps to Happiness…………

2009-09-17T01:19:00.001+08:00

Everybody Knows: You can't be all things to all people. You can't do all things at once. You can't do all things equally well. You can't do all things better than everyone else. Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's. So: You have to find out who you are, and be that. You have to decide what comes first, and do that. You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others, because no one else is in the contest of *being you*. Then: You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness. You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions. You will have learned to live with your limitations. You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due. And you'll be a most vital mortal. Dare To Believe:
That you are a wonderful, unique person created by God almighty. That you are a once-in-all-history event. That it's more than a right, it's your duty, to be who you are. That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cherish. And we'll be able to stay one up on what used to get us. May God bless you and keep you safe…

Promise for the Day: But whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him will never thirst. But the water that I shall give him will become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life.” John 4:14 (KJV)

Flickr

2009-09-12T03:10:00.000+08:00

Soon I will upload pictures into this website.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/bobbyeo/

Stay tuned.

Never meant to be.

2009-09-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

Some things are meant to be,
some just ain't.

But I can still live with it.

Pictures from now onwards :)

2009-08-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

I just got a new baby. It's D90! I have yet to come out with a name but well.

Let's start off with this.

My photography journey embark from here.

Colours!

2009-08-14T04:18:00.001+08:00

Yeah! I'm 22.
Thanks for those being part of it.
I will post 2 pictures which is taken on the 12th of August and eve of it :)

The army boys and officers!

The girl that spent the countdown to my 22nd with me!

Thanks to all my friends.
I appreciate it much!

1,395 and counting, alone.

2009-08-10T11:16:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'm doing it alone.
For the first time in my life.

And yes, the big day is coming but I don't feel anything at all.

Sometimes I really envy some of my friends.
They have friends that planned all the surprises for them and all. I know this is abit superficial and all but then I guess it's just the day of the year that you got all so excited and expect abit more. But yes, I will always keep in mind, "Be contented with what I have."

That's 22 for you Bobby.

Missing when it's gone.

2009-08-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

Yes, I miss you when you are gone.
I don't really treasure you when you are around.
Now I miss the presence whenever I walked past the room.
It's that feelings that I can't describe myself.
I hope you will come back to Singapore soon.

I treasure you my friend. It's good to be a host.
I hope you enjoyed your stay.

Role Model

2009-07-22T23:29:00.004+08:00

Something that enlightened me which I got from my role model in life. He is someone that I used to have fights and arguments since young. But deep down in my heart, I always hold the highest regard for him and that's what he told me.

Dad, too, taught me in his own inimitable way. I was building two steps for a house, making wooden forms to be filled with concrete. Dad, who was watching, never told me I was building them wrong; and it wasn’t until I had poured the concrete that I saw my mistake: the first step was too big and the top step was too small. Dad handed me a sledgehammer, and all he said, then or later, was, “Break it, and do it the right way next time.” He could have saved a little time and money by telling me beforehand, “Measure twice, cut once.” But the method he chose was unforgettable.

After that, I made a speech..

After reading this passage, it makes me think about when I was an intern back then in Singapore. I was in the pastry kitchen and one of my first tasks is to learn to bake a souffle. At that time, being young, I was eager, excitable and most importantly, impatient. What I did was I kept walking back and forth to the oven, opening the door to see whether my souffle has risen anot. Eventually, it did not. The pastry chef witnessed this whole episode of me making the mistake, but he kept silent throughout. So like Max Sharp, he wants me to learn it the hard way. From then on, I have learnt my lesson. Not only he taught me that when you bake a souffle, you can’t just open the oven door, but also he taught me the value of patience which is still deeply engraved in my memories now.

The reason why I am sharing this with you is because when I’m doing my rounds, I observed that some managers are so tied up in the tasks of their day to day operations of their department; tasks that the supervisors or even the line employees can undertake.

Why?

I also happen to be one of them, so how I felt it’s because I’m afraid they will screw it up then it will reflect badly on my department. However if we the managers are not letting them do these tasks, making the mistakes, these staff will never learn and the whole vicious cycle will continue.

As you slowly digest this book, you will find that Mr, Sharp has written of his experiences in his career which will be applicable to what we are facing now.

Yes, I need to be patient in terms of everything for the fruit of success.

That applies to matters of heart as well. I believe the right one will come when it's time.

I need to set my priorities right.

Someone.

2009-07-12T21:09:00.003+08:00

I have been out in the "jungle" for so long.
All I want is a rose for myself.
Just when I'm all ready and wanted to love properly, I just can't seem to find the right rose.
It's always treating me this way.
I hate it!
All I want is have a rose and treat it with care and bring it around with me and do many different stuffs.
I want a rose.

Yes, I'm ready.

Asian - Caucasian

2009-07-06T15:34:00.004+08:00

Asian should just stick with Asian?
And a Caucasian with another Caucasian?
Is that how things work?

Come & Go

2009-06-22T22:22:00.003+08:00

I believe people come to our life for a reason.
They have a purpose, and certain time span to be with you.
Some will stay with you throughout, while some will part halfway.
Friends and lovers are always changing.
We either deal with change, or we are changed inevitably.
At the end of the day, it makes you to be a appreciative and stronger person.

Scratches.

2009-06-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

I don't know how I should be feeling but it just ain't a good feeling.
I'm not right to feel that way because it's their own matters.
Sometimes that's why I'm afraid to introduce friends to friends.
Things may turn ugly if it don't work out well.
Oh grandpa.
And oh "mac".

I need some time to sort it out.

Oversea Friendship

2009-06-01T22:10:00.003+08:00

I think I have been really fortunate with life.
I was down the past few days and a friend from Germany drew this for me.
She's going to visit Singapore in few weeks time!
I can't wait to see her!

Alot of things happen to me during the past months.
I will slowly talk about it when I'm free :)

Ouch!

2009-05-18T22:20:00.003+08:00

Those words are so sharp that they pierce.

VOTE MALDIVES!!!

2009-05-16T12:07:00.003+08:00

Hello people!

VOTE for Four Seasons LG!

It's at the bottom left hand corner there!

The website is http://www.job-maldives.com

Your one click will be helpful!
Cheers!

Initiative.

2009-04-27T20:12:00.004+08:00

That's something that I've been doing all the while.
I admit I get tired some times but I guess it has become a habit.
Sometimes I got so lost that I don't know what's the best solution.

On our own

2009-04-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

Yes, you can read all your want and say whatever that makes you feel good.
But I've a clear conscious that I know what I did.
We're on our own.
You are making things worse.

Wonderful Night

2009-04-10T06:14:00.003+08:00

I won't forget what happened moments ago.
It's amazing!

Frog In The Well

2009-04-08T19:50:00.004+08:00

I realised I have not seen the world out there.
There are so many things that I need to see and find out on my own.
I'm still young. Yes I am.

p.s - Don't be angry lah! Little bit little bit angry, like girl! Haha!

3rd Day After Operation

2009-04-02T16:05:00.005+08:00

Hey people! It's the third day after the operation and I'm still surviving.
It's much better despite the aching is still going on.
Oh yah, I went for a second minor operation after the first one.

The reason why...
Let the pictures do the talking.

As you can see, in that area over there is one big red lump of flesh or whatever it is.
It didn't stop bleeding for the whole of the first night.
Infact it gets bigger and all! I wonder how I have that thing in my mouth the whole night!
Come to think of it, it's rather disgusting!

And so, the "oh so sudden operation" to check out what's wrong.
Here we go again.

The removal of that thing and got the wound stitch up!
Till now, I still got no idea why is that thing and what's the purpose of it!
I hate to have scissors going in and out of my mouth when I'm awake I swear.
But luckily the nurses are nice!
And so, just when everything seem to get better I just got to do something stupid.

I was feeling really hungry yesterday night so I requested for this.

Yes awesome! I know I'm not suppose to use any strength on biting and all.
But I'm not told to waste food so I just had them all.
This morning, it's not surprising that I experienced the pain.
I had an ulcer on the tongue as well which I think it's adding on to the pain.
Other than that, I think I'm fine.

I just feel that time passes really slow at home!
Normally I can find entertainment easily but this time, I can even bother to type this entry means something.

I'm missing out good food pretty much!
I need to recover fast!

Aftermath of the operation

2009-03-30T20:33:00.005+08:00

I swear I'm the weirdest guy somehow.
I feel so awake right after the operation whereas I'm supposed to feel dizzy.
I just woke up and called for assistance but apparently the bell doesn't work.
I get kinda pissed over there but I just smiled it off.

So everything is taken out now.
I can still feel the pain as the anaestatic is wearing off slowly.
I can take the pain and those blood inside but I can't stand the long flesh hanging at one bottom corner.
Just imagine pig liver! It's exactly the same I swear.
I shan't post that picture because it's way too gross.
I wonder if that happens to everyone or is it just me that my dentist who forget to cut it off.

Just right after the operation, I remembered there is this kid who kept crying so I'm kinda awake by that I guess. So I took my handphone and ipod touch out to keep myself company.
I can still go online and chat with my friends and all. You all know who you are. Haha!

I look rather pissed in this picture. This is just to see if I have any swelling.

This is the bloody mouth I got the whole day even till now.

And for the orgasm picture! 4 wisdom tooth!
Some are cut into smaller pieces though.

There we go. I hope people out there will have an idea how is it like because you people will have your turn as well! Haha! I'm just sharing my experience with you :)
Time to check out the flesh or else it might slip down my throat.